Song of Songs 2:1-7

A bag of Jelly Beans and a novel is where it's at.

She said, "So you're there alone? Great! That's fun for me."
I was speachless. What was I going to do with a pretty 21 year-old girl in a lonesome dimly lit Library? Suddenly I realized what I would do. I'd trace her hips with my fingers, I'd discover her curves and talk so much... so much that I would be able to count a dozen things we inspired in one another.

He said so much fucking bullshit I had to smile. For a man to be as bold as this ass... is a rariety. And she just smiled, speaking softly, not understanding English or not understanding her man. He's so bad. He's right. I once said he was a good man but I was wrong. He's a very wicked, evil, viril monster! A scoundrel! A brute! A womanizer with the smile of Rafael. God help me.

I fell in love again with the same man that said, "Don't fall in love with me."

My date was with a girl and it was unexpectantly lovely.

The music is so fucking good sometimes.

NIN engineer lives above me... imagine the thunder overhead.

Nancy and the Doger dog...

The actor named John...

All the paths led to water.

thank you for saving me yesterday. sometimes you are very nice to me. i recieved your call this morning, as well. thank you for checking on me. i was in a deep sleep after the pill relieved my pain.

everything is feeling harsh compaired to awaking next to you tuesday morning. you made me feel like a dolphin body surfing at play in the waves.

i'm off to a morning yoga class at the YMCA.

kiss!
cammie

What is criminal? I'm afraid to look it up in the dictionary.

She looks like a rockstar on her YMCA identification card.

When she heard his voice on her answer machine she gasped, "Tag. I'm it."

Sometimes the drugs are just right.

They lied by eachother naked in crisp red and white sheets.
He said, "When your neighbors see me they will applaude."

She said, "I had a really nice time on our date."
The other girl said, "I did, too" and smiled
"Can I kiss you?" she asked

He said, "Come over soon."
She said, "No, thank you."

He went to the gym.
She bought lingerie with friends.

Moist Vagina by Nirvana


She had a moist vagina
I particularly enjoy the circumference
I've been sucking the walls of her anus
Marijuana
I prefered her to any other
Marijuana
Marijuana
Marijuana
Marijuana
Marijuana
Marijuana
Marijuana
Marijuana
Marijuana
Marijuana
Marijuana

All Apologies  by  Nirvana

What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies

In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
I'm married
buried

I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezeburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
All in all is we all are (All alone?)

Nirvana - Rape Me lyrics

Rape me, my friend
Rape me, rape me again
I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one

Hate me
Do it and do it Again
Waste me
Rape me my friend
I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one
My favorite inside source
I'll kiss your open sores
Appreciate your concern
You'll always stink and burn

Rape me
Rape my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one

Rape me
Rape me
Rape me
Rape me
Rape me
Rape me
Rape me
Rape me
Rape me

I found heaven. It was not where I once believed it to be. It is warmer, sweatier and the music is good. The men are Jewish in heaven, too. They hold you as you sleep and whenever you want to ride one you can just hop on. The Jews like sex a lot in heaven. There are jellybeans and pot brownies in heaven and the apartment is always messy but there are regular moments of solitude in heaven and things can get very clean.

Diamonds.
Chocolate.
Coffee.
Mexican food.
Call from mom.
Call from dad.
Mailed birthday from a nice family.
Homemade card from girl.
Date with boy.
Visit with old friends.

Now that's what I call a nice birthday (eventhough the diamonds are in my dreams).

A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave.
-- Mahatma Gandhi

Invocation
© by Night Hawke

primordial ribbons of infinity
pass from the point solitaire
of boundless mass
where once shades of twilight
snuggled within
that tiny elemental bomb
to an explosive kiss
hurled cross time un-ending
through space vast
eternal distance swelling
between shades of twilight
resounding harmonics
brought us once again
into a twilight kiss
brought us once again

until resounding harmonics
between shades of twilight
eternal distance swelling
through space vast
hurled cross time un-ending
to an explosive kiss
that tiny elemental bomb
snuggled within
where once shades of twilight
of boundless mass
pass from the point solitaire

primordial ribbons of infinity

Notes on Invocation

This is a slightly different approach to the notion of soul mates. The conventional mystical paradigm goes something like this;

A soul, which exists separately from physical bodies, is created and split in two and each half sent to dwell in a man's body and a woman's body until they meet and fall in love, etc. etc. etc.

Invocation looks at this from the conventional paradigm of a physicist. The universe once existed as a single point. All the matter of the universe -- including the matter that comprises you and I, existed within an extremely dense sphere possibly as small as a pinhead.

It is at this point that physics breaks down. Laws make no sense any more. The universe begins to resemble nothing more than a great thought -- or, as I prefer to think of it -- a song.

Within Invocation the lovers exist within this tiny sphere -- 'the elemental bomb' -- snuggled together, they are nothing more than twilight, until they 'kiss' which is the spark, the passion, that ignites the big bang and ultimately ignites the universe spreading out from infinitely small to infinitely vast.

In the process the lovers are obviously separated, until after eons and eons they are finally configured in a form that comprises the essence of themselves as they existed within the primordial stew, at which time they meet, fall in love, and enjoy another twilight kiss.

Entropy wins however, and the lovers cannot remain configured (they die) and dissolve once again into atoms and energy scattered across a cosmos that now is contracting to the big crunch -- the point in time when all matter will reconvene at a single point -- when they will again re-unite, kiss, and the process begins again.

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